[Zeri0n]

I give up... *alt + F4

[Nisarg]

There's a difference between being secretive and bottling your feelings... wanting to let it all go and share them with people but deciding not to... it's hard and it reflects on the psyche...

That's exactly what I do. Quite often. But then it might be easier for me because I'm less susceptible to emotion.

@Zerion: Sure you don't mean Ctrl+W? Otherwise you might close the entire browser instead of just this one tab.

[Dantos]

That's exactly what I do. Quite often. But then it might be easier for me because I'm less susceptible to emotion.

Our emotions are what makes us human!
Without them we are nobodies... we become inanimate objects, worse than dead.

Oh and about what Alwin said about the "homophobe high school dropouts": They are just insecure in there manhood that's all.
In fact the more homophobic a person is the more he is insecure in his manhood. I myself have no fear in my manhood. I know what I like (women), and what I do not like (men) and I know how to say it without sounding homophobic ;]
That's all there is to it...

[Nisarg]

Our emotions are what makes us human!
Without them we are nobodies... we become inanimate objects, worse than dead.

With excess emotions we become positively useless. It's not that I don't feel emotion - it's just that it doesn't affect me too much.

[andorian22]

Next up for Dantos.

He wakes up and his head starts spinning and he starts spewing puke just like

Linda Blair in the Exorcist and YOU ARE POSSESSED!

[Nisarg]

Or maybe a random hot girl starts hovering 10 feet off the floor and devours him to keep herself alive.

[one-cool]

Spoiler:(zum lesen bitte Text markieren)

it's because you're gay

Next time I read something like this you are getting a warning or a break.

[Dantos]

I'll just drink a glass of wine or beer before bed, as a child I took sedatives from time to time because I got a lot of panic attacks...
When I was on my first field trip with my classmates (I was 2nd grade) I woke up one night and started crying and screaming because I could not breathe and I missed my mom ( lol ) and they gave me sedatives to calm me down... afterwards whenever I got one of these panic attacks they always gave me a pill to calm me down and eventually I did not need them anymore...
Since I don't want to use medicines I'll just use a traditional folk "medicine"... red wine!

[Ariogaisus]

I have a better question. Are you really seeking psychiatric help in a forum full of homophobic high-school dropouts?

Kinda false since i have girlfriend and i finished high school.

[nightfight3r]

just one question, how is your sleeping schedule?

do you go to bed at around the same time every night, also do you get enough sleep?

for me this sounds like it might be that your experincing an early state of lucid dreaming (google it), when this happens your body will be paralyzed in bed and you can have vivid dreams with your eyes open, which will make it so that the dream is actually happening in your room. like you said you attacked a chair, which could signal that you were dreaming with your eyes open, and you thought the chair was something else.

my tip for you is to have a regular sleeping schedule, don't get to tired before going to bed, if doing so it can trigger this.

[Dantos]

just one question, how is your sleeping schedule?

do you go to bed at around the same time every night, also do you get enough sleep?

for me this sounds like it might be that your experincing an early state of lucid dreaming (google it), when this happens your body will be paralyzed in bed and you can have vivid dreams with your eyes open, which will make it so that the dream is actually happening in your room. like you said you attacked a chair, which could signal that you were dreaming with your eyes open, and you thought the chair was something else.

my tip for you is to have a regular sleeping schedule, don't get to tired before going to bed, if doing so it can trigger this.

Well it happens in the early stages of my sleep. And it happens only when I see dark figures (chairs, shadows, etc)
I get enough sleep in fact I am going to bed early these days but I guess the problem is that I just have too much stress in my life and I don't have anyone to share how I feel with, I keep it all bottled inside me and it manifests that way. Makes me insecure I think. I tried talking to my parents about my stressful life all they care about is me getting that damn high school diploma and nothing else. They want me to finish high school and have "friends" (easier said than done). Having friends is the hardest thing a person can do... it takes years to call somebody a true friend. But all my parents care about is me "magically" getting these things... that's why I don't bother them with my problems because they are out of touch with my life.

As for getting friends: Even if I wanted I could not... at least not in my city... my reputation was destroyed.. all thanks to the various people I had the misfortune of spending time in school with. Wherever I go they'll start spreading nasty rumours about me and that's that.. I need a fresh start and I need to be finally rid of these so called problems... I think I figured this out...

[Mage Master]

Maybe if you stop watching movies and stuff like that you'll stop seeing monsters and instead you'll see fairies and candy and stuff like that.

I guess the problem is that I just have too much stress in my life

Yeah, once upon a time a saw a TV program about this and they said it's because of stress and nerves. So take a chill pill and keep all the fucks to yourself.

and I don't have anyone to share how I feel with, I keep it all bottled inside me and it manifests that way.

Isn't this why twitter exists? Just make some anonymous account and cry your life there. Or in "my life sucks" or however that site was called. Or maybe Yahoo.

[rockfest]

Drink a bottle of vodka before going to bed. You'll be sleeping like a baby.

[Zeri0n]

Drink a bottle of vodka before going to bed. You'll be sleeping like a baby.

And vomit like a hose

[Dantos]

Drink a bottle of vodka before going to bed. You'll be sleeping like a baby.

I drank a beer last night.. it worked wonders
My parents don't buy vodka though: They buy beer, wine and rakia... we also have Liquor and Scotch in the Alcohol Cabinet. Among other things...

EDIT: Hmm actually now that I have taken a closer look we have a few drops of Original STALINSKAYA Premium Vodka... I might try it out for dinner tonight! It's enough for one glass

[Dino]

Original STALINSKAYA Premium Vodka...

You really like to brag about little trivial things, don't you?

[Dantos]

You really like to brag about little trivial things, don't you?

and you like to pop out of the blue and say random stuff, don't you?
And I'm not bragging I am just saying the entire thing's name so that if someone has tried it he could share his thoughts about it with me!

[warstrike]

Maybe you got contact with a seeker ...did you try telling Pyrokar about this?

[Nisarg]

Maybe you got contact with a seeker ...did you try telling Pyrokar about this?

Bad news. 400 gold coins is damn expensive. Not to mention that he probably hasn't even set foot on Khorinis yet.

[warstrike]

Bad news. 400 gold coins is damn expensive. Not to mention that he probably hasn't even set foot on Khorinis yet.

Ouch...that sucks